My Unrequited Feelings For You

"Actually, there is a girl I like."
You told me casually, after we finally became closer friends.
"So am I just a friend?" is the question written on my face,
but I try my hardest not to be discerned by you.

"Actually, I really like you." I can't bring myself to say it out loud.
I don't want to do something insensible and then get hated by you.
There's a subtle distance between us, and the time seems to have stopped.
However, I cannot abruptly bring myself to hate you.

Judging from your expression as you walk next to me,
I guess you must be thinking about that girl and smiling from it.
No longer able to keep looking at your happy face, I slowed down my pace.
I walked behind you to one side at an angle of about 30 degrees.
Unable to see each other's facial expression, we kept our respective positions.

I don't know anymore. I don't know. I don't know what I should do.
There's no answer. Where will my insuppressible emotions escape?
My thoughts for you are unrequited, but I don't want to give up yet.
Was I the only one who thought the distance between our love had shrunk?

But since I don't want you to hate me, and I want to stay around you,
I locked away my feelings and said, "I'll be rooting for you!"

Should I stop liking you already?
Although we finally became closer, I could still feel some distance between us.
We were so close and yet so distant. Should I just stop seeing you?
But I am unable to sort out my own feelings.

Around midnight, you called me:
"I need some advice from you." said you, without knowing my true feelings.
"If only you understand a girl's heart better, maybe your love will work out?"
Of course, there's no way I can just bluntly tell you that.

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know what I should do.
There's no answer. Where will my insuppressible emotions escape?
My thoughts for you are unrequited, but I don't want to give up yet.
Was I the only one who thought the distance between our love had shrunk?

I don't know. I don't know. I don't know if I should still like you.
We have met each other, but will my feelings be returned in the near future?
My thoughts for you are unrequited, but that's fine, for I want us to stay friends at least.
But it's all like a dream. I wish one day you'd become aware of my feelings.

But since I don't want you to hate me, and I want to stay around you,
I locked away my feelings and said, "I'm sure everything will turn out fine!"

Everything I could never tell you

Smile

ini cuma cerita gak jelas yang kubikin, ini ringkasan atau apa aku gak tau. pokoknya ini belum masuk naskah buat komikku. cuma gambaran rencana kayak apa. yaah mungkin inti cerita keseluruhan atau apa.hohoho

maaf cerita ini tidak ada hubungannya dengan kisah nyata

terimakasih. mind to RnC ?

"In the classroom that seriously in a lesson

An alone girl still daydreaming

Grab the ballpoint tightly without write anything

Her black eyes is looking around"

Di sinilah aku. Di sebuah kelas yang sedang menghadapi pelajaran. Seorang guru yang menjelaskan barisan rumus di papan tulis tak kudengarkan, pikiranku melayang ke mana-mana.
Namun lebih tepatnya, dirimu.
Aku memikirkan dirimu. Itu yang kupikirkan selama jam pelajaran ini. Selalu, entah kenapa, sosokmu tak pernah bisa pergi dari benakku. Sang guru menerangkan di depan, namun yang kudengar hanyalah suara tawamu yang membahagiakan itu. Dari bangkumu.
Aku menghela nafas berat. Kupejamkan mataku sebentar, berusaha menghilangkan sosokmu dari benakku. Namun semuanya nihil. Bayang-bayangmu masih berkeliaran di ruang kepalaku. Akhirnya, kutolehkan kepalaku ke arah bangkumu.
Ya, itulah sosokmu, di sana, di bangku yang berjarak agak jauh dari bangkuku yang berada di sini. Tanpa kau ketahui, aku selalu melihatmu. Senyummu, tawamu, dan sikapmu itu, kau tak punya masalah ya?
Semuanya serasa ringan dari dirimu. Kau seolah tak mempunyai beban dipundakmu. Kau bebas. Tak mempunyai kesedihan untuk menjadi penghalang kebahagiaanmu.
Mataku menjelajahi seluruh ruangan kelas. Meskipun seorang guru masih menjelaskan, kelas ini ramai. Di bangkumu, kau tampak sedang bercanda dengan teman-teman sepermainanmu, tertawa. Namun di antara semua, kaulah yang paling heboh.

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